Category: Journal Entries

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When I am In Love

When I am in love, the world is nothing but a playground. I could go anywhere with my lover and feel entertained by the smallest events. Simply, because they are done, with him. A simple walk in the woods, among the skinny and...

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The Perfect Man For Me

Written in 2003, Age 19 He is my exact opposite. He is attractive to me. Has a strong sexual drive and smell. Creates a world. Does not read it. Makes his own rules. Lives by HIS morals, not the worlds. His morals are like mine....

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The King and The Ugly Duckling

Once upon a time there was a great king. He was a good to his people and the land was rich. No one was ever without food or healthcare. He made sure children were educated and flourished. And he was also, so good to women....

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Incantation To Summon My Lover

I have to see my king! His pictures are under my mattress just waiting to steal my soul. I love him so much. I give him my time, the best parts of me and more. It belongs to him, for him, so that I might be his dream come true,...

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If I Could Be Your Wife

I’ve got two t-bone steaks. Cause the majority of steaks come in packs of two. But there is only one of me.   Right now we would be eating the steak I’ve been perfecting every other week now. With your choice of...

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A Letter To An Angel

I am awake at dawn but can’t seem to clear my thoughts of you. My angel. So grateful that my heart can reside in the realm of your morality and grace and is no longer entrapped by the mouths of wolves who’ve ravaged...

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In My Dreams

We may not be able to sleep side by side, but I still swoon to the scent of your beard on my pillow. We may not be able to hold hands, but that doesn’t mean I haven’t thought about what your hands looked like writing...

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The Day The Music Died

It is quite a strange experience that the gods have placed before us. A world full of war and rage and monsters. and there is the flip side to it, if you’re lucky enough to be on the more quieter end of life. A life where...

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The Kinda Girl He Needs

What kinda woman shall I be? What kinda woman does he need? Perhaps it’s one of the red lipsticked long legged gals who are sultry, in thier stride? Careful not to crack the illusion of a perfect statuesque beauty with any...

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